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Brigands, Thieves, and Romantics

by Joseph Hewer

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1.
Paralysis 01:41
2.
Dreamed of living in the city Where there's people who care But life is colder, and I'm stuck inside a crowd Can't you see you're tearing me apart? Romantic visions of gazing at the sky But the stars won't fall for us Romanticise the time you know I'll never spend And sell it to me. But when you've no one else to call You'll call me When you're out there on your own I'm here And I never seem to learn So teach me Where do we go from here? I've seen the movies and this is where it all Treats me like, I know that I deserve I've gave you everything, but you're never satisfied How much more do you require? And when I've no one else to call I wander Past the people and their cars And their habitual consumption And when you've killed all of the words I'm silent My "identity" is yours So dress it Up in rainbow painted shorts And while you're at it Where do we go from here? I'm unsure of myself, and I'm beginning to doubt that another empowering t-shirt mass-produced by a team of unpaid, unempowered woman in Sri Lanka is going to provide me any clarity. Central Business District, why do you punish me?
3.
I walk home in the darkness Another example, of why I stay inside And stop pretending I'm an extrovert I'm alive in an old hotel Or a night in, among strangers, when I could barely feel the ground Or a blizzard, when the car (van) broke down I sit here in silence Life's just on hiatus for another year Because the world's not, like I thought it was
4.
Immortal 03:59
Your silence overwhelms me, sometimes When the skyline burns so brightly, in the night And the crowds they never stop But still you breathe And still I breathe, despite everything This is more than this place You could run away tomorrow, if you'd like And I wonder if it'd faze me, at all You could tear a hole in my heart, and still I'd breathe And still I breathe, despite everything This is more than I know This is more than love
5.
Stray Dog 03:56
I beg at your feet But I never see light I close all the doors because there's nothing in your world That appeals to me And my heart skips a beat But it doesn't compare To when I'm all alone and I'm sorry I'm not your type I'm losing my faith in you A tale incomplete But any day now You'll drop to your knees and see angels are falling Down to earth tonight.
6.
Lisa 05:21
I know that it's late But I want to walk you home I'll go to your place Just to hear you say This is more than words That it's more than me I know that it's late But the traffic won't stay still I'll go your place But it always ends the same This is just real life It's just one more night But it's so hard To run in the dark Are you here with me? Or are you catching shelves? And I want you, but I don't have the time Am I here to stay? Or are you getting to me? I could overthink this When the light just flashes blue I'll go to your place Even if it's nothing like I thought
7.
Date 03:32
I walk slightly slower now I'm like an old cartoon How do I know if I'm feeling this? When I know it's coincidence Most of the time I'm serious I'll find an appropriate distance from you
8.
In my mind I'm running through a summer haze and you Burn bright But I've got to tell you these dreams all turn around There's an army coming to tear away my house I fall From a concrete world to your bitter company A revolution's coming of noise and cars and waste and constant screaming out for sleep I don't want you in my head and everywhere I go There's another nightmare to endure And you don't understand but I want out this dream I'll take your place tonight if you'll let me What kind of lies can I tell myself? To sleep tonight This city has broke me down And when this nightmare is over I'll probably forget I can see for miles and miles And I can go for hours and hours Just watching you breathe
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10.
June 21st 05:37
Don't you go changing when you're out there in the real world Between the dizzying heights of living And the emptiness as you hit the ground Days transformed to weeks are unrelenting As you beg the sky not to make that sound And in the spaces between my smiling There's a hesitation that starts to grow You're just a mutation of self-loathing I'm just far too willing to let this go But everyone's so fucking moral When they get the chance For something so pointless But I won't mind I don't know what to believe in Or if my faith is true And I pray that I won't falter But I don't know you
11.
Outside 05:16
Inhale because you know it's the end of an era Inside these walls nothing could pull us apart But we've been falling all this time Maybe I want to go outside You look like tonight's your only saviour Rain keeps falling out our feet Until there's nothing left for us to be We're two laughs away from breaking apart Because everything we say means nothing And I heard him say People are like seasons, and that made sense to me Because they come with the wind, as the tide rolls in And suddenly you're living your best life But everyone is bound to be leaving Maybe someday next week we'll be somewhere else Maybe it'll take a year before we say a word But does that mean the last days together just were? Summer comes and you know we'll never be the same Rain keeps falling at my feet
12.
You say the craziest things When we're alone in these streets So why waste our time with goodbyes? We've said enough through the years When I'd go chasing daydreams you'd follow behind I know you know, there's no point faking anymore I'm leaving today These streets just bring you to me If we meet ten years from today Will I be the same broken home? Will I still see you in vision of what life could be? Earth is shaking, will I see you again?
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about

I wrote all of these songs when I was like 15 and recorded them when I was 16 and I hate almost all of it and would love to pretend it never existed.

I also think it's a bit of an achievement for a sad schoolboy and want to respect my adolescent artistic ambitions.

I'd like you to keep that in mind when listening, so I'm both unaccountable for any flaws, and the proud recipient of all praise.

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released January 26, 2020

All recording, performing, and editing by me, except:
Hamish McBurney performing poem on track 2
Sophie Dickson singing on tracks 8 and 12
Jack Mather playing Bass on tracks 5 and 6
Kenny Bates let me borrow his four-track recorder and a room to use it for tracks 4, 7, and 11
My school's music department let me borrow their studio area for tracks 8 and 12

I took the picture off the internet somewhere, but I can only assume whoever took it is dead by now.

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